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Feeling like I'm breathing my last breath
感覺就像呼吸著最後一口氣
Feeling like I'm walking my last steps
就像走著我最後一步路
Look at all of these tears I've wept
看著我所掉的那些淚水
Look at all the promises that I've kept
看看我所做的那些承諾

I put my heart into your hands
我將心放在祢的手上
Here's my soul to keep
這是我靈魂所安置的地方
I let you in with all that I can
盡可能的與祢融為一體
You're not hard to reach
才發現祢不是這麼難尋找的

And you've blessed me with the best gift
而祢的祝福是最好的禮物
That I've ever known
我從不知道
You give me purpose
祢給了我方向
Yeah, you've given me purpose
是的，祢給了我方向

Thinking my journey's come to an end, oh
我想我的旅程告一個段落了
Sending out a farewell to my friends
我向我的朋友們道別
For inner peace
為了真正的平靜

Ask you to forgive me for my sins
希望祢能原諒我的過錯
Oh would you please?
祢會核准嗎?
I'm more than grateful for the time we spent
我非常感謝我們一起度過的時光
My spirit's at ease
讓我的心靈安心、平靜

I put my heart into your hands
我將心獻給祢
Learn the lessons you teach
吸收著祢的教導
No matter when, wherever I am
不論祢在哪
You're not hard to reach
祢將永遠存在

And you've given me the best gift
祢給了我最好的禮物
That I've ever known
我從未知道
You give me purpose everyday
祢給了我每天的生活的意義
You give me purpose in every way
不論在何方，祢給予我生活的目標

Oh, you are my everything
祢是我的全部
Oh, you are my everything
祢是我的一切

I don't know if this is wrong
我不知道那是錯的
Because someone else is telling me that it's wrong
因為有人跟我說這是錯的
But I feel this so let me just like, try my best not to let this happen again
但我感受到，所以我努力不再讓它發生
We weren't necessarily put in the best position to make the best decisions
我們沒辦法把所有事情都做到最完美

You can't be hard on yourself for these were the cards that you were given
你沒辦法掌控所有的事
So you have to understand that these like
所以你必須了解
That's not who you are
那不是真正的你
You know you're trying to be the best you can be
你知道你已經盡力了
But that's all you can do
而那是你所能做的

If you don't give it all you got, you're only cheating yourself
如果你沒有盡力，那你就是在欺騙自己
Give it all you got
盡全力努力
But if it ends up happening, it ends up happening
如果最後它最後還是發生了，那就讓它發生吧

That's what it's that's what's happening with me
它就這樣發生在我身上
It's like, God I'm giving it all I got
就像，不管我怎麼努力
Sometimes I'm weak and I'm gonna do it
也有脆弱的時候，但我仍必須這麼做
And it's like I'm not giving myself grace
我不是給自己寬恕
I'm just like understanding, that's just how it is
我只是了解了這一切