ASH的部落格

I wait for the morning tide, the oceans to rise
晨間等待著浪潮來臨
But I lay here broken, too heavy to float
但我沈重的無法漂浮
I'm an emotionless wreck
無法保持著冷靜
So I tell myself this lie, I'm not scared to die
所以我對我自己撒了個謊，告訴自己我不害怕死亡
Make molehills of mountains, there's gold in this ground
為了找到此地的財寶，挖了堆積如山的土
But I ain't found it yet
但我仍找不到

So I'll leave before you go
所以我在你離開前離開
'Cause there's no tears when it's my fault
這是我的罪過，我沒有資格流下淚水
This self-sabotage, all of our other scars don't compare (oh, oh)
這種自我傷害的傷疤，是其他傷痕無法比擬的

Take the river to the sea
就讓河流流向大海吧
Drown myself, so I don't sink
先把自己溺死，才不會繼續沈淪下去
Find my peace there, underneath the hurricane
身在颶風中，我才能找到一絲寧靜
Break a promise, so I can leave
打破承諾，這樣我才能離開
Burn a forest, so I can sleep
燒光了整個樹林，這樣我才能安穩入睡
Lay my headstone, let the grass grow over me
立個墓碑，讓草長滿它身旁吧

There's nothing to fill this void
無論如何都無法填滿的空洞
Start turning this sorrows
轉變成了悲傷
So I lay here soaking, the sand in my bed
淋濕了整個房間的沙漠
What a day to regret
除了懊悔，什麼都做不到

So I'll leave before you go
所以我在你離開前離開
'Cause there's no tears when it's my fault
這是我的過錯，我沒有資格流下淚水
This self-sabotage, all of our other scars don't compare (oh, oh)
這種自我傷害的傷疤，是其他傷痕無法比擬的

Take the river to the sea
就讓河水流向大海吧
Drown myself, so I don't sink
溺死自己，才不會這樣迷失下去
Find my peace there, underneath the hurricane
身在颶風中，才能找到一絲寧靜
Break a promise, so I can leave
打破承諾，這樣我才離得開
Burn a forest, so I can sleep
燒光了整個森林，這樣我才能安穩入睡
Lay my headstone, let the grass grow over me
立個墓碑，讓草長滿它身旁吧

We didn't make a difference
我們並不適合
And we thought we were different
我們以為可以不同
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